This month is hard.

We’ve been TTC for almost 4 years. We had two loses this past year through IUI (7 IUI’s in total). Was told to go to Ivf and about to start the meds but they told me in the orientation that I have to loose 40 lbs. So disheartening. I’ve been at the clinic for almost 2 years. Why couldn’t they tell me sooner.

Really frustrating. Feeling lost and loosing my resiliency. Time just slips by. Joined WW and starting a new path for weight loss.

It’s hard. It’s sad. My cousin, who was due two days after my last due date, had the baby today. It broke my heart more.

Never what you expect. Thanks for reading.