Hate breastfeeding!!

My baby is 7 weeks today! She was born via emergency c-section in August 2nd!

I’ve done a combination of nursing, pumping and bottle feeding breast milk, & giving formula this whole time. And while I’m proud of myself for sticking to nursing this long.. I absolutely HATE doing it. I hate the feeling of it. It’s exhausting. But I want my baby to receive the benefits of it and have wished that I could exclusively bf/pump for her, but am unable to even after being on Reglan to help my milk. While it did help, it’s not enough. I’m to the point where I just don’t even want to do it anymore, but the problem is.. my baby ONLY wants to nurse! She doesn’t even like bottles anymore. Even if it’s BM that’s in the bottle. I feel terrible because I hate nursing and don’t have enough for her to exclusively nurse. I’ve tried Fenugreek, Reglan, Oatmeal, etc. and also nipple shields to help with how nursing feels that I don’t like, and that helps somewhat but not enough. What should I do??