Love really is blind but I got through it, and you can too

I just got out of a toxic relationship, he cheated on me, didn’t give up everything for me like I did to him, and then left me. He told me I’m being selfish for focusing on myself instead of the relationship that MAY happen (it probably never was going to happen). I was so blinded by how much I love him that I didn’t see till now how bad he was. One, very important tip; don’t be blinded by that false love, you are much more stronger than the blindness. It’s darkest before dawn, let it happen and own it. Let yourself go through that hard, dark, time so when you come into daylight, you can show people those scars to people to show them you got through that horrible night. I’m now focusing on something I want to do, because if I get where I want to be, I’ll find someone who got to my same spot, and it will be amazing.

For my christmas, I’m getting an easel so I can start to do what I love. I’m going to help people who are suffering so they know that it WILL get better. I’m taking life on one day at a time. Everyday, there will be a challenge, and I’ll take it and succeed.

After what my dad has told me about myself (that I’m so passionate about life) that I’m going to join the military, or make my own store. I’m going to give my life a challenge and I’m going to get there.

The first thing I’m going to do is save money for a 700-1000$ laptop. Next thing is College. I’m giving myself a challenge and I’m going to get there, one step at a time.

I want to help people, I want to make money off of something I love to do, and I’m not letting anyone stop me.

Focus on yourself, be yourself, own it, do what you love, and never let anyone stop you.