Pregnant emotional mess.

Just needing to vent here.

I've recently posted (Would you be upset?) About an argument my mom and I got into. Basically in a nut shell she allowed someone around my child who is dangerous and didn't let us know about it. When we asked her about it she had said how she didn't even remember our 2 year old being there. So she wasn't even in a clear state of mind either so how I'm taking it. It sickens me should even allow this man into her house and see no problem with it. But it really makes my blood boil that she allowed him into her house with our baby there. And this man is very unstable. We don't allow toxicity around our kid period. My husband and I don't even argue infront of him because we grew up with parents who constantly fought infront of us and that's not what we want for our children.

Anyways, my mom blames me for splitting the family apart. Which I don't really understand how when 1. Our family is already broken. And 2. How can I be splitting the family apart over a decision she made? Because I called her out on it?

Yet my mom is the one running her mouth to literally EVERYONE. No one in the family has even called me. My sister that's not involved in this, told me she's staying mutual. Which she does so that's ok. I don't even expect anyone to take sides. This should have honestly have been just between my mom and I and my husband. But I haven't heard from my dad, or anyone else.

Which hurts like hell. My family does mean a lot to me. And I'm 37 weeks pregnant. I'll be having our baby in 2 weeks via c section and not a single person has reached out. I haven't even heard from my mom at all since she told me I'm making a big deal out of this because we are upset over her actions.

Now I've had to rearrange where our toddler is going while I'm in the hospital. We are having to find a pet sitter for dogs. We are having to figure out if we want to wake up super early to make it to the hospital since I have to be there at 530 am or if we just get a hotel that's closer so we don't have to drive an hour and half.

I feel as if I now have absolutely no support. No help. Nothing. I know the day we have this baby when everyone will try to call me and at this point I don't even want them to visit.

It's like I have to suck it up at this point and apologize to my mom for doing nothing wrong and gain my family back. Or I just let it be and hope they eventually come around.