So as I’m cleaning and taking as many cuddle breaks as my son wants me to take I cuddle him and just look and him and my belly and I’m just feeling one blessed , hes been so good for me, listens to me because it’s been the two of us from day one daddy hasn’t been around much. And then I’m freaking out because I don’t want to do this all alone. I know I can and would if I needed to but man my baby boy was a hard newborn. His father and I are on our last try and he knows it this time. So I’m just freaking. Any other moms going through anything?!?! Just wanna feel like my mind isn’t making me go crazy my anxiety is insane this time around...