Still crying tho


I've had 2 miscarriages in the past 1 1/2 years. I'm pregnant again for the 4th time and I went and got an ultrasound today.

I was up crying and tossing and turning not sleeping last night because I was so nervous that they would tell me the heartbreaking "theres no heartbeat"

So shes doing the ultrasound and shes pretty quiet. Then she goes so this is the heartbeat, its 120 which is normal for 7weeks. She measured baby and I measured 7w1d. My last period calculated me as 7w4d. So she said that was good.

I really cant believe theres a heartbeat! I'm doing everything so careful now because I dont want to hurt baby!

Also, when I left, they gave me a congratulatory blanket wrapped in a pink bow. Maybe itll be a girl and that was a sign Haha

Sorry I'm just over the freaking moon right now!!!