So I have a boyfriend which I love completely, and he satisfies me emotional and sexually. Actually a lot more than what I've ever gotten before lol but I would still like to have a women that I could at least sextet, like not have a physical relationship with but someone I could have fun with, you know? Who doesn't want a women in their life that they can be freaky with? But at the sometime I feel like women always want more so there's no way that it actually happening but it's definitely a fantastisy I guess you could say, having a secret women in my life lol