am the only one?

Nikki

I don’t know if any one else does this but I like to purposely take a pregnancy test to early where are no way it would be positive. I do it to because I guess in my own way I’m trying to protect and prepare myself for a positive or negative. I may be s little crazy for doing so but it helps in the long run for me personally. I test on. October 5. Like that is only 2 weeks away now. Hopefully I can do something to keep my mind off it for awhile.