Today is my 26th birthday and im finally ready to let you go...im no longer holding my breathing. Ive been in love with u for 9 years.. 9 years i wanted u to want me like you want her... you would tell me that u wanted a future with me.. u wanted the kids and the wedding.. u wanted the argument about who doing the dishes... u wanted the argument about big problems.. u wanted it all with Me ..but as time went on i noticed that u were just settling for less.. u knew that she would never give u the time of day.. so you use me to try and get her attention.. the same way it did in high school..she is drop dead Gorgeous... i get it.. i just hate that i asked you how many times about your feeling about her... how many times did u deny them.. how can u sit here and claim to love me and u cant even be straight up with me.. yes you saying it out loud that u love her would of crushed me... but I would understand... u been in love with her just as long.. At the end of the day.. I promise u... i get it... but u choose to lie. To “ protect me”.. im done.. today im taking back heart.. im leaving u at the door... i cant be with a lier... if i cant trust you... i dont wanna be with u... its gonna be hard... but i got this.. im choosing me this time..