He grabbed my underwear and said no

he wanted me to be pregnant so bad.

I don’t know where that came from really, he’s been telling me for like a year now that he has baby fever and we’ve talked about it and I’m just now warming up. He thought I was pregnant, I was late but I knew I wasn’t. I kept telling him that, I told him I knew in my heart that I wasn’t but he held hope.

He was in the bathroom washing his face and I felt wet so I walk in and check my panties and sure enough so I take them off and say “I just started my freaking period.”

He grabbed my panties from my hands and looked at them like... such disappointment. I’m standing there like

“Did you really just inspect my bloody panties?”

He, in a total wave of sadness “yes.”

And just got really really quiet. No idea where that utter devastation came from.

The poor dude... I’m gonna make him a baby

Earlier this month, I posted about my mom telling me I was pregnant and my SO being like “heck yes” about it but I knew I wasn’t so I told him to go out and buy a test.

He literally stood by me while I peed on the stick and then grabbed it out of my hands before I could even put the cap back on it and watched the test results and was pretty much jumping up and down. I’ve never seen a man want a baby that bad.

When and if I ever do get freaking pregnant the guy is going to throw a party and probably cry

Edit: I do want a baby. It just took me a year to warm up to the idea. And we were trying a little while ago and then I became obsessed with TTC and cried every-time I got my period. It was like it consumed my every thought and riled up my anxiety So I just stopped paying attention and it still hasn’t happened. I know I would be an amazing mom.