Why does it seem like I have a sign for them to migrate and attach themselves to me? I’m going through it with the anniversary of my son death coming up here in a couple weeks & I have this person in my life I’m not even trying to think about shoving horribly hurtful presence of some new chick in his life “he’s replaced me with” in my face. The truth is it’s the attitudes & the fake caring that hurt. The chick is not cosure...I can feel it. I’m just trying to get myself through this next few weeks without falling apart completely. I don’t have anyone that I can trust right now except myself to stick with me to get through this. (Even if I have to do it over a million miles away...) I keep screwing up & putting more distance between me and Gods son so even he’s having a hard time sticking around to keep me pulled together. (Mentally that is.)