I have to vent😥

My husband and I have been married two years. Since I found him cheating and lying I feel like I am married to someone completely different.

I am miserable.

We started working out mostly because I’m so down on how I look. This morning we were at the gym and he’s just checking out every other girl.

He does this anywhere we go, I literally have to beg him while crying for him to take me to dinner and we go for him to look at every girl but me.

I just don’t know what to do. We have a house and two dogs, one in which I’m training to be my service dog. Every time I go to leave he says I’m not taking the dogs and that i won’t have a car.

We haven’t kissed in almost 5 weeks. I took his wedding ring back and he doesn’t even ask for it.

I can’t have sex with him because I’m just not happy.

He doesn’t let me leave. Believe me I have tried.