Learning to deal

As a nurse I run into pregnant women everyday, or at least that's how it feels.  After having my first miscarriage a few weeks ago I feel surrounded by expecting mothers. Those shifts I interact with these mommies to be my heart shatters just a little. My SO doesn't seem to understand fully how terrible it feels. He asked if we are going to keep trying but right now I am not feeling up to it. We are not being safe but I am avoiding glow.