My first love to the person who stole my heart and held on to it for 4 years only to cheat...me believe we can get better then lie about a busness trip to see her again when I was packing to come see YOU.when you blocked my number like you did before I knew...we have been through so so much.practically lived together.Why am I not enouph? How could you do such a thing when I was packing to make the 4 hour drive to you.when I was planning to move in with you.How could you...Why am I not even suprised? I don't even have any tears left to cry.its just hurt...knowing the next step is sleeping with her and youve only ever slept with me and ive only ever slept with you.theres someone for me who won't yell at me for calling...make it seem like a task to talk to me.Theres someone out there who would do anything to avoid hurting me.and I can't wait to find you...