Literally crying over pancakes

Ladies I’m STRUGGLING to avoid all the good stuff in my last weeks of pregnancy. I was diagnosed with GD after failing the 1 hour reading with a level of 188. They suggested I just start monitoring my sugars and my diet instead of doing the 3 hour. Well, I’ve been sticking to a strict diet and my sugars have been perfect except for a couple of cheats during special occasions. I just really want to eat pancakes and chocolate chip cookies so bad!! I’m currently 32 weeks and literally cried when I was at a diner with my husband the other day and had to switch out the pancakes that came with my meal. I know I’m being dramatic but it’s been HARD!!