So I'm a ftm. My baby was born this tue. The labor was not what I thought. Checked in sunday for induction and none of the meds worked for dilation and epidural didnt work all the way.... much pain.

Last night was our first night home and i was so anxious a d down feeling. Didn't sleep due to it. Keep getting scary thoughts what if I'm not a good mom or somehow hurt my baby... which I would never do. This is supposed to be the happiest days of my life... we ttc for 3 years and this is our <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> miracle. I am on prozac. My milk came in today. Are these feelings normal?! It scares me and I hate it.