Do I love you? do I not?

“I don’t know if we’re still in love I mean I think I love you but I don’t know I’m so confused and I feel like we’ve drifted apart, all my friends and my parents are asking if we’re still together and I tell them yes but I want to know how you feel, caz like I still want to fuck you and I feel all happy when I think of you (even in non-sexual ways) I love you! Do I? We never see each other and it’s weird, you used to be the only thing on my mind and now, god I feel like a bad poet! Am I crazy am I scared, I can’t feel a thing yet I do. I’m scared to leave you because I love you, but I don’t? I need a hug 🥺”

And that what I want to say but I’m scared to talk about it, what should I do? I feel like we’re not as close. Even Sence school started we just don’t have time for each other. Should we brake up or just talk and if talk (that’s what I’m hoping) how?