I’m so ashamed of myself. Gender disappointment.

I just found out the sex of my baby. IT’S A BOY!! Everything with genetic testing went well and I’m no longer having a high-risk pregnancy. I am very blessed and fortunate to be in this position and I am excited to meet my baby boy but I feel terrible. I can’t believe I am actually a tad bit disappointed that it’s not a girl, again (I have a son). To conceive is a blessing!!! There shouldn’t be any room for this feeling. I’m also afraid to tell friends and family who were rooting for a girl and here them be disappointed instead of excited about meeting my boy. One friend responded “Damn, maybe you’ll get a girl next time 😩”. I mean I wanted a girl but I am blessed to have a healthy baby PERIOD. Did anyone else go through this?