It happened

I finally lost my virginity, I think..

After so many failed attempts it finally happened and it felt so good and it felt so right... and now i just feel emotional.. and like i have no one to vent to and I loved it but it’s gone now and I’m 19 and I... I thought I’d make it till marriage all i wanna do is tell my mom and ask her to hug me but i can’t and i feel so lonely now and empty and scared.