Okay so in the beginning of August 2015 I became pregnant! In the beginning of September 2015 is when I found out! It was ectopic and my baby was in my tubes. I never wanted kids before that but now I really want a baby! And lately my current bf and I have been talking about having kids!

So anyway here we are 4 years later. Still no baby for me BUT

In the beginning of August 2019, the man I fell pregnant to 4 years ago took his own life..

and not long after my current mans sister found out that she is pregnant! (Also 3 days after he took his life his own baby was born)

Crazy how things work right? Just wait a moment..

In the beginning of September 2019, my Brother took his own life..

And in those days my sister found out she’s pregnant!

Life is fucking wild! My mind is blown! My heart is broken and excited at the same time!

Im every emotion anyone could ever feel atm. But I felt like I needed to share this.

Because no matter how shitty things get.. there’s always a bright side to things.

And in this case.. with a lost life comes a new one! (Although I wish there were no loss)

Lots of love and baby dust to everyone! Thanks for reading!