buckle up ladies this ones crazy

so a few weeks ago. i lost my virginity.. to my friends brother. i really liked him and well i find out that he bet some kid he could fuck me because i’m easy and for everyone. of course i was hurt because i was bet on by some guy i liked. to make things worse his sister finds out. my kinda friend. i would’ve told her but how would i. i know i’m a bad friend for that. he came on me first but that doesn’t really matter i still let him hit . anyway she finds out and well she exposes me. i don’t know what ima do. all could say tho is that i deserve it.🤡