* A little backstory*

I’m 19, and I just had my daughter on the 15th of September. I’m a cosmetology student and I live with my boyfriends parents. I also live a few states away from my family.

I’m having a lot of anxiety about going back to school and I’ve really debated on going back or not. I know I’ll regret it if I don’t go back, but I’m having a really hard time accepting putting my daughter in daycare.

On top of that, I’m trying to find a weekend job to help my boyfriend with bills and what not.

I’ve also been breastfeeding and so I’m barely getting any sleep.

I just don’t know what to do. I’m very overwhelmed and I feel like I don’t have much of a choice in what I want to do.