Currently thinking ....

How could I have been a better wife , cook better , look better , act better , clean better , love better 💔😔 . I haven’t heard from him since he left , he hasn’t contacted our daughters day care . I put a order of protection against him & filed for divorce , I feel embarrassed , angry , sad , upset , disappointed . How were my kids and I not enough for him 😔😞 hate to see him on social media blowing up his ex’s inbox . I’m sure he’s with one of them as we speak or maybe a random female. I wonder if he’s doing the right thing for her . I wonder if he’s treated her & her kids better 💔😢