Had baby two weeks ago.. FTM

I had a hard labor, ended up having to have a c section because babygirl didn’t want to come out after opening up 7cm. This is all new to me and for those who’ve had a c section know that it’s painful and uncomfortable. Stayed with my mom couple days so she can help us while my husband is at work (he doesn’t have time off :() I think I’m struggling emotionally. A couple days in I started to feel so emotional for no reason. Not sure what is on my mind. I just don’t feel like myself and just want to cry. My mom noticed I wasn’t eating and thinks I’m depressed - I had to take oxy and strong ibuprofen for the pain and it just took my appetite away. We finally came home and I got out a bit more and started to feel so much better as my doctor said but today I am feeling that same exact way again. My husband is concerned and is not sure how to help me. He helps so much on his days off. I love my babygirl and I feel happy when I’m with her so I know it’s no other thoughts other than being emotional... idk if it’s just anxiety of being a FTM or if i feel lonely? My family comes over all the time to help.. but I honestly miss my husband soo much and wish his job gave him time off. Has anyone ever felt this way after giving birth?