Just want to quit

I’m originally a SAHM. I say originally because I just started a new nanny job (which I love) I have so much flexibility including being able to bring my baby.

While we were home I started sleep training for naps. It made the world of difference for her bedtime.

But now I work such an odd time (for her) because it’s afternoon after school care. So she gets her morning nap at home & a weird midday nap, falls asleep in the car on the way but stays up the entire time we are there (3-4 hours).

The first few nights she slept all night. She totally played us because now she wakes up several times a night, never really around the same time. She is no longer able to self soothe & im so bummed because she was doing so well! We aren’t really ones for routine but she was able to just find a comfy spot & go back to sleep every time.

Now she YELLS! We really need the income so I truly hate to complain. But I feel like I want to quit. Leaving her with anyone else isn’t an option & it’s just counterproductive. I just want her to sleep & let us sleep again 😩😔

The end. Thanks for making it this far.