Opinions please?a

My husband works over night 8pm to 5am and I work 8am to 5 pm Monday - Friday. We have a 3 month old and are always tired. We get Saturday night to actually sleep together and have Sunday afternoon together. So earlier, we watched a movie on the couch and half way through he fell asleep. I let him sleep but after the movie I was trying to wake him up to come upstairs and sleep with me. (He is a deep sleeper) he seemed up but went right back to sleep. I tried waking him up 3X. now here I am in my bed alone as usual thinking to myself how lonely this made me feel. How even though I was tired I still wouldn’t of left him hanging. & How I looked forward for this night ALLLLL week and he’s still sleeping on the couch . Clearly he didn’t see it the same way as me. And now I’m in our room alone with the baby. Trying not to cry. Am I being immature for being upset by this? 😐