it's just hurting

Stephani • Marrying my high school sweetie. We have been ttc since March of this year. I`m now an Angel Mommy (09/2015)
my SO isn't so concerned about us getting pregnant as I am. my depression is making situation worse than normal I guess. it's been eight months and nothing yet. why can all these drug users get baby after baby!? why do the women that don't want to be mothers get to be
mothers? why when us women working our asses off not get to be mothers?! sorry, I really just needed that off my chest.