Being a stay at home mom with a new baby, doggies, and husband who works 14 hour days. We barely talk during the week... Sometimes I just get so overwhelmed anxious stressed and lonely 😔

My husband has a history of going on dating websites and sexting other women. I forgave him and we went to counseling in the hopes of gaining trust back and building our relationship back before baby got here. Things had been looking up.

Well now that baby is here (born July) on top of my husband working crazy hours, idk if I’m just overthinking things but we’ve only had sex 2 times. I know how he is and it’s weird that he hardly engaging anymore physically with me. He’s on his phone a lot because of work but part of me is getting paranoid that something else is going on.😔 Idk maybe I’m overthinking it and I’d hate to confront him if he isn’t doing anything but also ughhh I don’t fucking know. I do know I fucking hate the fact that I’m even questioning our marriage... just UGHHH I want to scream and cry