Emotional & exhausted rant

37 weeks 5days, feels like I’ve been pregnant for 50yrs! I don’t know what a full night sleep is anymore & feel gross/sick & have heart burn 24/7. Not to mention all aches and pains and false labour- My husband normally sympathies when I’m not well etc but I feel like of late he doesn’t want the baby to come early cause when I stand there fighting my tears back (I’m not normally a cryer or complain about anything) saying I’m so done being pregnant I can’t take this anymore I get a little chuckle rub of the belly and told still got 2 weeks babe. Ummm cock sniff don’t you think I know this!

I was meant to be getting induced next week cause I was ‘high risk’ to have an app this week and have them tell me im no longer high risk and I’m no longer being induced (think that’s playing a part cause I mentally prepared myself and now it’s gone) not to mention how can you go from high risk to not anymore?