There is not one thing I have liked about it so far. I feel like a giant cow, my face is peeling. My hair is falling out. Everyone is reminding me about my weight, I have 500 doctors appointments every month, it is not getting better like everyone says, sex is different, I’m constantly leaking fluid, I smell bad, my appetite goes from “get that away from me” to “ravenous”. I’m kept up at night, I get no sleep, I’m always peeing, everything hurts. I have stretch marks all down my thighs, my butt, my sides, my stomach. Nothing fits and I fucking hate pregnancy. I don’t want an only child. I have always wanted 5 kids but this has been the most horrendous experience of my life and I just needed to vent.

I’m sure I will love my daughter dearly and adore her but I can’t take this much longer.