I am just looking for coping strategies.

I am 35 soon and really struggling to deal with the prospect of never having a family.

I always said I would give up at 35.

We have kept my infertility a secret so I don’t have anyone to talk to about it. I don’t know how to say to anyone and don’t even know if I want to.

All my friends have children and don’t invite me to their days out or coffee meet ups at soft play for years.

I feel incredibly lonely, like I have no friends anymore. I am just pissed of at the world and struggling to hide it.

How do you do it?