Yo, it's ya girl...AGAIN

Hey. It's Lis. Again. 🙃

I keep going in and out with my conviction to break up with my emotionally abusive boyfriend/baby daddy...

Y'all... I'm so sorry for being so wishy-washy with this. It's just so damn hard. I'm constantly upset for multiple reasons, but now?? I just feel like a piece of meat to him. And in general, honestly...

I'm just so beyond tired of going back and forth between my decision.

Kindness is appreciated, if you choose to comment.

Do you have any advice on how to remain firm in my decision to leave him? How do I handle the likely backlash between him and myself? The backlash between myself and his family? How will I handle the emotional wreck I will become?

I'm so sorry for posting too much and being so undecided... It's just seriously so damn hard.

TIA.