"when are you guys having a baby?!"

"You guys need to hurry up you're not getting any younger"

"By your age, I had all three of my kids already"

"I'm just waiting to have another grandchild"

OKAY. STOP. I GET IT.

BUT I DONT KNOW WHY I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO CONCEIVE AFTER 2 YEARS OF TRYING. I don't know why. But I'm trying...

2 years of disappointments. 2 years of being jealous of others being able to have a baby. 2 years of crying when no one is watching because you're ashamed. 2 years of feeling like I can't give my husband a family. 2 years of just laughing it off when people make remarks like the ones above. I don't know when my body will finally be able to conceive a baby. I don't know why it hasn't yet. My first gyno said I was perfectly fine. Now seeing my second one for further opinions and advice. But, God, I am trying..