Depression and pregnancy

I got pregnant and when I found out my baby daddy told me I would forever be alone if I chose to keep our child..

and that it wasn’t his “problem” anymore

To choose him or her

I chose her

He said, what makes you think that’s going to change I already told you that you would be alone...

Every day I read this to myself to remind me how much of a piece of shit he is..

But I’ve realized I lost myself in anger and resentment and it hasn’t been easy to be happy although I try

And I have an amazing support system

A house, all of the baby supplies, everything she needs and then some

I had a great baby shower, friends who support me as well, but I can’t seem to not feel devastated and torn by his actions

It just hurts and I pray everyday to get better and it does feel like it does but I feel like I lost who I am from being sad.. as if i have become depressed...trying my best

I’m hoping to find a solution