Having a hard time embracing the bump...

I used to envision myself with a baby bump all the time and get excited but now that I have one, I’m having a hard time embracing it. My family loves to see it. I love to see it when I’m alone but if I wear clothes that show it off too much I feel extremely self conscious. I find myself being more comfortable in loose fitting clothes and it makes me feel bad because pregnant women in public always look so cute showing off their bump but I can’t seem to let myself embrace it the same way. I’ve already been accused of hiding it away from my family, which I also can’t help because I hate having attention on me... I feel like the only pregnant woman to not really like showing off my bump.