Our angel baby.

Me and my boyfriend have been TTC for two years now and started on clomid. Last wednesday I got my BFP. We were so excited and happy we told anyone and everyone who would listen. Throughout the next couple days I take a few more tests just to make sure it's still positive. Monday this week I went to Friends for Life for a confirmation pregnancy test so I could start the process of getting insurance and my pregnancy test was negative. Automatically I start panicking but I just thought maybe my urine was diluted so there was still a little hope. I get home and wait until I have to pee again and peed on another stick and that one was negative too. So I really got scared. Told my boyfriend I wanted to go to the ER just to make sure. He tells me he didnt want to stay all night in the ER so I go by myself. I go to the er and my urine is negative but my blood was postive but my numbers were so low they suggested that it looked like I was in the process of a miscarriage. Went to the doctor yesterday and got my confirmation that it was a miscarriage. I'm so lost and feel so empty. I was 5 weeks 1 day. And for one week I knew I was going to be a mommy and just like that it all got taken away. 😭😭