Sometimes I feel like I'm dieing slowly and it's like nobody cares at all.

I've recently told my "best friend" I was depressed you know what she did. She laughed and told me to get a grip. That was actually what I'm afraid of nobody believing what I'm saying until its to late.

I've tried everything to end the pain, but it doesn't work. It's like someone pulling back down to earth. I just want to end it. I'm truly sorry for being such a waste of air.