My family puts me down and is breaking apart, my baby father now ex , is locked up & I’m left alone to support my baby girl, I feel worthless and useless, I think about suicide but I think of my daughter and how much I love her and want to see her grow up, I don’t want anyone taking my place and I don’t want her to get depressed from this, I hate how I look, I hate how I think, I hate my past and I hate myself.

I have been through a very toxic relationship, toxic family problems and drama aswell as bullying, since my ex has been locked up (not going to say why as it’s very personal) I’ve been getting messages online by people telling me to kill myself and that my family should be in a grave. As I have done nothing NOTHING wrong to any of them, not to anybody and they have so much hate for me that they want to see me dead and don’t even know who I am.

I hate my life but I love my daughter soo much , my minds just crazy . It hurts so much.