Ive been trying to loose weight. I started at 234.5 and I’m currently at 213 but I still see myself really huge. I feel huger than before. Sometimes I see the difference and sometimes I don’t, I hate myself. I hate my body the way I look. sometimes I’ll feel beautiful and I’ll see thinner girls and I immediately feel discouraged. I feel like the only way to feel pretty is to feel thin. I hate how big i am and everyday it’s getting worse. I don’t like dressing up or even seeing myself in the mirror, I hate it I cry so much about it. I hate my body. I know weight loss isn’t overnight but sometimes I’m so impatient about it & just wish to be out of the 200’s. I feel like any little food or chocolate or bite of junk food or fast food is gonna make me gain so much weight so I try to avoid it. can anybody else relate?😞 I’m feeling so lost and confused I’m not sure if this is just a phase or I need to seek help 😞