brahms lullaby on white noise machine is an emotional trigger for me!

we got it the day after my little one was born (when i’d had about 5 hrs sleep in 3 days and was deep into post-pregnancy hormones)

so after a particularly rough night my other half had put the lullaby setting on and i just started crying, almost hysterically. he asked what was wrong, and all i knew was that i just loved them both so much i couldn’t handle it! every time we tried the lullaby setting (instead of the heartbeat or the white noise) i ended up in floods of tears.

jump to this week and the sleep regression stage (he’s 16 weeks tomorrow) and i thought i’d try the light and lullaby on the machine again as we hadn’t really needed to use it much and i needed to try something. turns out i CANNOT hear that lullaby without crying now! 😂😭 i have never been a weepy person, i never cry at movies etc (with the exception of the first 15 minutes of Up but, i mean, c’mon! 💔) but this damn tune gets me every time! it just takes me back to those early days and i get that almost overwhelming feeling in my tummy, like i could just burst with how much i love that little squeeb 🥰😅

blah, sorry for rambling, feeling totes emosh, haha!