Returning to work

G_Marie

So unfortunately I return back to work next monday 😭 I've been with my little girl everyday for the past almost 19 weeks! She has become very attached to me recently and can really lose her shit when I leave. So today I went into work for a little over an hour and a half and my MIL (Who will b watching her wed-fri) came to watch her. My little girl cried from the minute I left her until I got home! Another to a few weeks ago I went to church for a half hour and she stayed with my dad. When I left she was sleeping on him. Apparently when she woke up after 5 mins of me leaving she cried horribly until I returned. So my question is, what should I do next week when I leave for work? Should I keep her awake or wake her up before I leave so she sees me go? Or shld I let her sleep and wake up to my mom or MIL who r watching her?? Any mommas goin thru this?