Will I have mum guilt for life now?

Me and my husband went out for the first time since baby was born 8 weeks ago. It was for my friends birthday and there was a big group of us (mainly couples).

It was so lovely to get dressed up and spend some quality time with my husband and friends, yet all I felt was serious mum guilt for leaving my baby. I knew she was in good hands at my sisters house as she has two of her own and she is so good with my daughter but I still worried all night.

I was watching videos of my daughter on my phone in bed when I got home and cried.

Oh, and I was wayyy out of practice with the heels! Oh my god my feet are sore haha!

Is it normal to get this mum guilt everytime you do something for yourself now that I’m a mum? When have you felt guilty as a mum?

I’m in the white dress and my friend who’s birthday it was is on the right on the first picture.

She has a one year old baby and doesn’t she look amazing!! She is the only person I know who has successfully breast fed through from birth till now! X

Me and my husband.. ❤️