Im over AF

Seriously. I ugly cried doing dishes had a breakdown because I truly thought this was my month.... unfortunately two bfn and spotting started today, which means she's arriving within the next 24 hours.

Granted were not trying necessarily, more of a "if it happens, it was meant to" mind set.

My baby fever is beyond the roof! It's to the moon. I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks last September and I honestly haven't had baby fever this bad yet.

My friend has two daughters and me and my boyfriend are taking him and his daughters trick or treating for Halloween, since their mother isnt in the picture anymore. She walked away to go do drugs with a new boyfriend shortly after my miscarriage.

So as a godmother I guess in a way I'm a mom to two Beautiful girls on earth and an angel baby 😘

If 2019 isn't my year, hopefully 2020 is. 🤞