this mama is SO ANNOYED 😠

Yesterday I had my son via csection he wasn’t due until the 29th for a csection but i was having. contractions and found i had high blood so they decided to take him out yesterday morning at 9AM. it was going okay until, i got sick and threw up all over the table and myself while they were patching me up i didn’t even get to hold my son until he was an hour old. my fiancé got to hold him, cut the cord, be wth him for everything. which i don’t mind but i wish that he could help more. i practically have to beg for him to get me something mind you i am attached to IVS and a pee bag. i can hardly move around. he is always complaining when i ask him for something or rolling his eyes. i feel like shit asking him for something. this morning i finally fell asleep running on 3 hours in 72 hours. he’s slept probably 10 hours in the past two days. i wake him to help me put him in his bassinet and get a diaper and my pump. he starts saying “i’m gonna throw up” “ i just fell asleep” “i just want to sleep” “you couldn’t do this yourself?” “oh god i’m gonna be sick” “i wanna lay down” mind you was up probably 2 minutes lmao. i am just so annoyed like i am running on little to now sleep i am ITCY AS HELL and you have the audacity????