Can my ultrasound come any sooner?!

After losing our boy at 15 weeks (umbilical cord wrapped around his neck) and a chemical I cannot help but worry. I’m 7 weeks and constantly nauseous, exhausted, and I can’t hold any food down most days. I’m on 200mgs of progesterone a day, but not considered high risk my doctor just gave it to me to ease my mind. The closer I get to my ultrasound the more I get anxious. I go in Monday 11/4 and I just need the reassurance of seeing my baby😭 this is my 4th pregnancy and I only have one 4 year old at home. We’ve been trying two years and we’re so excited and happy I wish I could just calm my nerves😭 heeeeeeellllllpppppp