My fiancé maybe settling for me

Some background information: my fiancé was married previously to his long term girlfriend, but a few years ago she passed away unexpectedly from bacterial meningitis.

He’s 34, I’m 26 Weve been dating for a year. We got engaged 8/25/2019, it was an awkward proposal but I was happy with it. It was awkward mainly cause he didn’t plan anything. He came up with everything that day, first idea failed so next Idea, etc. At first I felt like he truly loved me and I was very lucky. But now I feel like he just wants to be married again. He doesn’t want a wedding, just a court room and that’s it. No honeymoon, no family/friends gathering, etc. he also wants to do it by the end of the year, which I’m truly fine with but I’m still struggling never having a special day or anything wedding related. If I joke around saying I’m his wife he corrects me and says I’m not his wife. There’s no “yet”, “soon”, etc. when people assume I’m his wife, he’ll correct them and says we’re just engaged or I’m his girlfriend. Because Im upset he doesn’t want to do the wedding I asked if we can just get married and just treated like a normal day then, since that’s what it’s going to be due to him not wanting anything. He then gets upset with me that I don’t want to marry him.

I honestly think he wants me in place of his first wife and he doesn’t love me for me. What do you guys think?