I feel like a loser

I have my school exam scheduled for tomorrow which I’m retaking. I’ve study here and there this past month, but spent yesterday and Sunday grinding on studying and part of me feels doubtful. I actually had to retake the entire course as I moved and it doesn’t transfer, but before then when I was actually sitting for the state and national, I failed it 3 times. I moved back into my parents place after ending things with my recent toxic ex. Lived on my own for 1 year which happened cause I got kicked out. Let my ex run my savings into the ground and struggled while sick and for the other 2 years my parents paid my rent. Also let him control me and now I barely have any friends and my credit score and finances aren’t as good as they should be. And I can’t seem to move on from my ex from almost 5 years ago. I know not to base your life off of others on social media, but it’s hard not to. I see couples together and they look so happy, people passing their exams, and just people that look like they have everything together. I just feel like a loser. I have hopes and dreams but I always wonder what everyone else is accomplishing. Oh and everyone seems to be pregnant or getting married and I’m over here single trying to heal.

I’m getting my real estate license and I own a small online business, but currently don’t make enough to support myself. Those make me sound and look good, but the real details aren’t as diamond pretty as it appears. Just feeling like a loser tonight