Ladies don't judge. (Vent)

Amanda

I am so angry at God right now. I am currently 14dpiui. I got a bfn. AF due today. Dang it why can't I just get my bfp. I have prayed. I dove into scripture. I have leaned on God and I feel like he let me down. I don't want to adopt. I want to feel a baby inside me. I am not ok with thy will be done.