So I have a little boy and I’m currently 11 weeks pregnant. I suffered with gender disappointment with my boy and I found it very hard to accept until he was here and I’ve been obsessed and in love ever since..

I’ve always wanted each gender and I worry that I’ll never have a girl. I keep dreaming I’m having a boy, convincing myself I’m having a boy just because if it is then it will maybe be easier to accept.

I hope I don’t sound awful and I’m worried that if I have another boy I’ll find it hard to come to terms again..

Everyone around us says oh I bet on your next you want a girl to “complete the family”.

I do want a girl I just hate obsessing over it and not being able to enjoy just growing another human inside of me... it’s like a countdown til I find out the gender and playing in my mind the reactions of people and myself if it was a boy or girl