October 28! The most amazing day of my life because I found out I was pregnant ❤️

I had such an exciting week as my pregnancy symptoms intensified and new ones got added. I watched my line progress on my HPT with so much intensity over the last three days.

Unfortunately, November 1st I had a miscarriage. My growing baby had just become the size of a lentil he/she was no longer a tiny poppyseed and just like that my baby was gone.

I had some mild cramps nothing more than typical period cramps and then some bright/dark red blood. It last about 20-30 mins and then the cramping stopped and the bleeding turned to spotting. I didn’t pass any clots or tissue so i plan to call my OB on Monday to see if a d&c is needed. I didn’t even make it to my first ultrasound. My boyfriend and I agreed to push it out to 11/26 to let our baby grow so he/she was big enough to be a Christmas surprise for our parents. Neither of us have kids we both just have dogs and we were so ready for this next chapter of our lives.

I was supposed to be a part of the new mommy club instead I’m sitting here watching the line on my HPT fade away. Nothing at all can prepare you for this kind of heart ache 💔

I’m so lucky to have such a supportive boyfriend and my fur baby has been ever so attentive with cuddles and trying to lick my tears away she would have made such a good big sister 😭